Hi guys. It’s been little while since I’ve been on here and I want to catch up with everyone. I’ve been getting emails and messages and I just want you to know that I miss you all too. This blog means so much to me and I hate that I’ve left it alone for so long. I feel like I owe you an explanation.

I’ve been going through a losing battle with my depression. It’s a hard fight everyday and it’s hard keeping up appearances and constantly telling people that “I’m tired” because i know they won’t understand the struggle.

I hate using this as an excuse but to me it’s not an excuse, it’s my life. It’s what’s going on. The people that have depression and anxiety know what I mean. This place is the most honest I’ve ever been when it comes to talking about my issues because I know some of you who follow me that are going through the same thing and I don’t want you to feel like you’re alone.

I don’t have solutions when it comes to this. I can’t say that there is a cure, but what I can do is get a conversation going with my readers to make sure we’re not giving up. Encouragement and understanding go a long way in helping out and if anyone needs an ear – I’m here for you. Comment, message, email – whatever you need.
Let’s just talk.

Reading and writing has always been an outlet for me and I’m sure a bunch of other people so if  there’s anything you want me to write, let me know or even if you write and want to contribute, please feel free to submit your own work and I’ll post it and credit you.

I can’t say I’ll update the old stories regularly but I’ll try. J and I binge-watched all twelve seasons of Supernatural while I’ve been in a funk so I have a few one-shots of Dean Winchester and the actor Jensen Ackles. I’ll put those up, even if they are crappy.

This isn’t just my blog, it’s all of ours. It’s a community and a safe space where we can read, write, talk, laugh, cry – together. That’s exactly what I want to turn this into. Along with stories, I want to start posting regular updates with me, thoughts on shows, etc. That way we can get to know each other a little more. 🙂

I want to thank you guys for always understanding and always being so supportive. Let’s get this up and running again, huh?

xo R